segunda-feira, 5 de outubro de 2015

Challenging

One of the worst things of loosing a baby is to deal with your pain having a son to take care of.
I decided to tell him this time because he was not understanding my sadness. 
Actually when I told him he acted like a 60 years old soul. 
His words: you know what one day you can trie another time than the baby will grow and will come out healthy.
The problem is that after this he started to talk about having a baby everyday and said that I have a monster inside my belly that kills babies.
I read some books about being a only son and families that lose babies.
And at the end I discovered that he feels guilt of me loosing a baby because he used to jump in my belly and that he thinks that I will only be happy with a baby.
I was chocked.
I explained with the books and after talking to him that is nobody's fault and that he is the most important thing in the world for me. That I am happy and that bad things happens to everyone.
Is so challenging to pass though your sadness seeing you son sad. 
Definitely I need help.
We don't have to be ashamed for asking for help. 

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